In Your Eyes The Light The Heat / In Your Eyes I Am Complete

Hmm...in another rather blah mood...unfortunately I think it's this boys fault. Rather, it's the way I think of this boys' fault. I need to get him out of my head and I don't know if that means hanging out w/ him more or less. Not that I really hang out w/ him now. Actually, I'm starting to think that I'm not in "like" w/ him, but w/ who I feel like I am w/ him and that's not enough anyway. I mean, I know he's not perfect...and I don't think his flaws are cute little quirks...which is a first for me. Anyway, we'll see how it goes. I'm going to sleep and not think about him now. But how the heck can someone be so great in person and make me feel terrible when I'm not w/ him? Argh. I'm going to be at Steenbock like all day tomorrow working so maybe I won't see him.

Goodnight all...