I will not die an unlived life I will not live in fear of falling Or of catching fire I choose to inhabit my days To allow my living to open me Making me less afraid More accessible To loosen my heart So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise I choose to risk my significance. To live so that that which comes to me as seed Goes to the next as blossom And that which comes to me as blossom Goes on as fruit. --Donna Markova

Thursday, November 11, 2004

Some days you gotta dance...live it up while you get the chance

hey all, update on the whole boy issue...it's a non-issue. Why resolved suddenly? Because I decided it was. I love the way I feel around him...not like all in love with him or anything, I just love the person I get to be w/ him (am I repeating myself?) and he's a great guy so he gets to be guy friend number one instead of crush boy that I alternately hate and adore. He'll fill the role quite well...I just hope he doesn't think I like him. That doesn't make sense b/c I do, but I really am starting to just like him as a friend but I don't want him to freak out if I was giving off different vibes before. I don't know...I just hope I didn't screw this up and make things awkward. That would kill my night. Anyhow, I'm going to go wander around now. Btw, Sarah, you still owe me the pic of your cutey boy. Did I just say cutey boy? Why do I sound so much ditzyer (is that word) online? If I sound this way in person, please don't tell me...delusions are good.

With love, as always, Katie

1 Comments:

Anonymous Anonymous said...

haha hey katie
i love ya and it's ok to be a ditz.
anyway good luck w/ the boy situation
cya at thanksgiving!
Cassie

12:33 AM

 

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