I will not die an unlived life I will not live in fear of falling Or of catching fire I choose to inhabit my days To allow my living to open me Making me less afraid More accessible To loosen my heart So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise I choose to risk my significance. To live so that that which comes to me as seed Goes to the next as blossom And that which comes to me as blossom Goes on as fruit. --Donna Markova

Sunday, November 07, 2004

Boys are dumb...Throw rocks at them

hey all...this will be short and to the point, but i need to commit something to "paper" so that I can, in theory, hold myself a litte bit accountable. I like this guy (wow, surprise, right?). Two problems there...he's a great guy (of course, i have great taste) so I don't know if he acts so great around me b/c he likes me or b/c he's so great (I suspect the later). Problem number two is a deal-breaker...he's flaky. When you're w/ him he's great, but when you're not he just isn't dependable...or maybe doing things w/ me is the last thing on his priority list but I dont' think that's it. Unfortunately, I think it's one of those character flaws ppl carry around b/c they're too lazy to fix. I realized yesterday that I would not give any other friend who blew me off all the time, for whatever reason, the time of day, so why am I letting him waste my time? So, there it is...I'm going to stop hanging out w/ him. Hopefully, we'll be friends again after a while, but I need to get him out of my head before I can see him from that perspective...and he'll still be a flake. Oh well, such a waste b/c he's great in most other ways.

Not depressed, but disappointed. Katie

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