You Spin me Right Round Baby, Right Round, Like a Record Baby Right Round Round Round

Okay, so I decided that I can still be w/ him, I just can't make plans w/ him or depend on him. I mean, realistically, when he's in the room I'm not going to ignore him. Besides, that would be vindictive and mean. And, the worst part is...I like the way I feel around him. I like the person I get to be w/ him (I think that's a line from a corny movie, but I'm not kidding). It's strange...it's like when he's around, even if we're not actually talking or anything, I feel better. I don't know. It's strange. Maybe I'll meet someone else. Even realizing that part of the reason that everyone is hooking up is to complete their mental image of college as living on your own, going to class, and a having a significant other, I still want one, but other than him I haven't met one yet. Ah well, waiting won't kill me anytime soon. Oh, and the view in the interim isn't bad, either.

Love ya'll, Katie