Drama, Drama, Drama

I think I've used that title before so this might be like part 2 or something.

I hate drama. I'm not usually into all that he said she said and they think game. But it also sucks to be on the outside. I don't know if ppl don't drag me into the networks of secrets b/c they know I'm not all into the drama, b/c I'm not cool enough or b/c it's none of my business, but it bothers me sometimes. I don't know...it's like ppl expect everyone to pay attention to them all the time. Frankly, Saturday night was depressing. All the secrets and text messaging each other and talking about who thought what about whom or who and who weren't speaking and who did this or that...or rather, a few key people talking about it the entire time we were together...left the rest of us out and I was like, this is so lame. It's okay though b/c I get it that ppl have their own stuff to deal w/ they don't have to always take into account what other pply might htink or feel and I was probably being petty b/c I was in a bad mood at the time already a little...whatever. Basically, I'm just saying that I think that you miss out on ppl's depth/problems b/c you refuse to get caught up in their drama--there's no excahnge of human vulnerailites b/c you don't expose any of your own--no security in the fact that you've both been dramatic and overreacting w/ each other before if you never get really dramatic.

People underestimate one another. They assume ppl want to get all caught up in their drama. Some ppl pout/ignore/turn their backs on ppl when they're unhappy w/ them and they seem to think that the other person just stands there staring at their back and thinking about how they must be mad, how can they fix the relationship, etc. They think the person keeps on focusing on them. But sometimes ppl move on w/ their lives. Sometimes they keep moving and you have to get over yourself if you want to catch up w/ them again. Whatever, that was random...G'night all, Katie