H-Y-P-E-R!

Wow! I am so hyper right now, which is bizarre considering it's finals day and I just did all of my tests and then worked for six hours and then froze by butt off in the subzero weather outside. Nonetheless, I'm hyper and happy and just all around in a euphoric state of mind. And I have this huge fear that it's b/c I'm getting a crush on someone. Or rather, I've had one for a while but all the layers of denial are just about all chipped away and if this continues for much longer I'm just going to have to admit to myself that I have a crush and move on. The problem them becomes that if you have a crush and you don't do anything aobut it you either need a reason or you're forced to see yourself as a coward, which I don't want to do. This guy is amazing. He's so...different than all the other guys I know. He's smart and funny and genuine...and he's nothing like me. We come from tooooooottttallllly different perspective and backgrounds. I don't even know what his religious beliefs are (note to self--we should have that conversation) and he definitely runs w/ a different crowd. Frankly, and not to bash myself here, but I'd bore him to tears. When I'm around him I feel nieve and out of my element, but at the same time I like him more b/c he always does/says the right things to make me feel back at ease. When he talks to you, you think he's listening. He looks you in the eye and he has the cutes expressions. I don't know...argh...I don't want to be all messed up over some guy, but right now it feels sublime so I'm riding this wave until it falls out from under me!

I Love The World! -Katie