I will not die an unlived life I will not live in fear of falling Or of catching fire I choose to inhabit my days To allow my living to open me Making me less afraid More accessible To loosen my heart So that it becomes a wing, a torch, a promise I choose to risk my significance. To live so that that which comes to me as seed Goes to the next as blossom And that which comes to me as blossom Goes on as fruit. --Donna Markova

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

And Yet The World Turns

Okay, thankfully I'm not in my funk of last night any longer. I'm trying not to dwell on him. He crosses my mind and I give him a second, just to be like, man he was great and I hope he's doing well, but I don't feel depressed or want to cry or anything. I think seeing him for the last time and knowing that we were beyond the point of no return, that there was absolutely nothing I could do to change the outcome of this situation, really helped me move on. As a friend said last night, the ifs aren't worth worrying about. And I'm not the kind of person to indulge the ifs and the self-pity that serve no real purpose. I'm glad I gave myself last night to be broken, because you have to know you are before you can start to heal, but I'm feeling great right now and I know I'll be able to move on.

I want to wish everyone luck on their first days of school (college or otherwise). That's really all for now, Katie

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